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03:29 pm
9/25/06

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I'm Back
Hi
My name is Claire or Cj
I'm 17
I have not posted in a long time b/c i was away for the summer well over the summer i got fat or not fat "normal" and "muscular"... To me I’m FAT everyone is like good your doing better but I’m not i hate this big fatty I have become, and now next Wednesday i have a modeling job and i can't be so fat i will not be fat... so I’m going on a big time fasted. For the next 10 days I’m on a fasted. If anyone wants to join I would be more then happy to have your support or if anyone has some thoughts or tips to help let me know.
Peace&Love
Cj
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12:00 pm
4/18/06

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what do i do
i have to take this pill and the thing is you have to take them with food.
So i don't want to eat so one time i took them with out food and i got sick in school and throw up right in the middle of a test... it was so bad,
and now when i take it in the morning with small amount to food the pill still makes me sick and now the pill makes me throw up all the food i have eaten with it...witch at least makes me feel better about eating with the pill.
My mother wanted me to take it at night and i did last night and i got sick and you no, and now my mother is like you need to eat more with it, i will not
do i stop taking the pill or keep taking it its helping me in the big picture plus i get to eat and throw up with an easy cover that know one can really question?
peace&love
Cj
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11:22 am
4/14/06

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I WANT TO GO ON 15 DAY LIQUID FAST... you can only eat 100 cals if you have to each day starbucks & sugar free red bulls & things like that don't count and drink watter and more watter... any want to join me?
peace&love
Claire
Current Mood:
 rushed rushed
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10:47 pm
4/13/06

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I hate that i have a diner party that i had to go to with my mother and my bother and all of beloved "close" family friends so i had smile alot and play little perfect claire... and then i have to eat because of everyone i watching and then i leave run to the fair bathroom and well... puke... i feel shity but now i have time to kill til i sneak out dan is picking me up with andrew... ahhhhhhh i can't wait i love dan and i hate the fact that my ed upset him so much...
peace & love
Cj
Current Music:
 that girl has love -rooney
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04:51 pm
4/13/06

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Does anyone else hate it when people are like you so thin you need to eat something?
i really hate it...
what do you say to get them off your back?

Like to day in school a group of my friend were siting around a table talking and then i walked up and they get really quite and one of my best friends Andrew said Claire you like really thin...i mean really skinny like you need to eat something... and i was like no haha...and then him and my other best friend rachel looked at one an other and i was like well i have to go to class bye....
and then later on that i when out to lunch with one my friends and then rachel called and was like where are you and i was like out to lunch and she was like are you eating and i was like yes and she was like ok...
and then my boyfreind Dan was like claire you so bony and i was like no and he was like Cj i did not mean to piss you off i no you don't like it when i say things like that i was just don't want to be hurting yourself... i was like it's cool man and that was that and he kissed me
but what i wanted to say was shut up leave me be!!
new stats
5'3
cw 102
gw 95
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11:40 pm
4/4/06

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Hey there
i'm claire
i'm 16
i have eds
my life is one many wish for
so i hate myself for
acting like this food is power
to not eat is to be the most POWERFUL
on an up note i love acting
i love dance
and singing
i love my FRIEND
I FOR live for FASHION
MK
kATE MOSS
TWIGGY
I'M WANT TO BE FREE AND NOT HAVE THE WEIGHT MY MOTHER WHO IS MY KEEPER AND DOES NOT LET ME BE.
LOVE PEACE HAPPINESS
Claire j or CJ
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